Thursday, September 30, 2010
It just is.
So much lately have I wanted something stable. Something or someone I can depend on to always be there. Then I realize that I need to stop this childish fantasy because that is never going to happen. You can have friends, family, and lovers but at the end of the day, you are the only one looking out for yourself. I hate that in this day and age people just have cellphones or Facebook so they don't think it matters to have to see someone face to face. Well those are not enough, nor are they human. So I have deleted my Facebook and I will no longer have my cell phone next to me. I am done with going out of my way to work at relationships so hard and not have the same in return. What's the point when all you do is love and give so much energy to something or someone and it isn't returned? When you don't feel very important? I say fuck it. You want me, come to me. I will no longer voice what I want or how I feel to anyone but myself and God. She is the only one who listens anyway.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
=w=
I'm still trying to recover from the most amazing time last night. 3 things: Open Bar, Free Food, Free WEEZER!
I started my day off thinking I was just going to catch Weezer, sing along then go home. Oh boy was I in for a rude awakening. The security guard that was in charge of the area next to us (while we were in line) looked and acted almost exactly like Terry Crews! I was in love, he was completely hilarious. We waited for about 5 hours (although we had tickets it was a first come first show event so we had to make sure we'd get in). The VIP line was getting longer and longer every minute we thought we weren't going to get in and I was super bummed out. Theeeeen some man put his hand to my left and said "Everyone from here and forward is getting in" Woohoo!! So we get in and they want to see my ID for the OPEN BAR. Say What!? Ash and I hung out with Jac n Coke for a minute. I realized I don't even like hard liquor very much so I stuck to wine. Once Weezer came on it was non-stop dancing for what seemed like hours. I have never danced my booty off like that, EVER. It was incredible. They payed "Perfect Situation" and "Memories", the rest of the set was from The Blue and Green album, PERFECT! The smell of herb, cameras flashing, french fries, Hot dogs, and Pizza were all over the place. The night was magical. I couldn't have asked for anything better, ever. It was completely perfect.
I started my day off thinking I was just going to catch Weezer, sing along then go home. Oh boy was I in for a rude awakening. The security guard that was in charge of the area next to us (while we were in line) looked and acted almost exactly like Terry Crews! I was in love, he was completely hilarious. We waited for about 5 hours (although we had tickets it was a first come first show event so we had to make sure we'd get in). The VIP line was getting longer and longer every minute we thought we weren't going to get in and I was super bummed out. Theeeeen some man put his hand to my left and said "Everyone from here and forward is getting in" Woohoo!! So we get in and they want to see my ID for the OPEN BAR. Say What!? Ash and I hung out with Jac n Coke for a minute. I realized I don't even like hard liquor very much so I stuck to wine. Once Weezer came on it was non-stop dancing for what seemed like hours. I have never danced my booty off like that, EVER. It was incredible. They payed "Perfect Situation" and "Memories", the rest of the set was from The Blue and Green album, PERFECT! The smell of herb, cameras flashing, french fries, Hot dogs, and Pizza were all over the place. The night was magical. I couldn't have asked for anything better, ever. It was completely perfect.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
You say it's your birthday
Leo turned 10 yesterday and mi familia went all out on everything. By the end of the night Mariisa had huge pink bunny ears, I had an Indian Head dress on and everyone was completely wasted. Success?
I just placed my order for this beauty:
I can't wait until it's in my hands!
I also found mi papa's video camera so I'm very excited to start some stop motion projects! I don't have much patience so this will be an excellent way to exercise that part of me.
Tuesday I have a date with =w=!
Thursday I'm having lunch with an old friend that I haven't seen or talked to in a little over a year.
And Mi Cranberry Orange Muffin Cookie is coming out on Friday and staying until Monday :) This week looks like it's going to be a fantastic one!
I just placed my order for this beauty:
I can't wait until it's in my hands!
I also found mi papa's video camera so I'm very excited to start some stop motion projects! I don't have much patience so this will be an excellent way to exercise that part of me.
Tuesday I have a date with =w=!
Thursday I'm having lunch with an old friend that I haven't seen or talked to in a little over a year.
And Mi Cranberry Orange Muffin Cookie is coming out on Friday and staying until Monday :) This week looks like it's going to be a fantastic one!
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Pregnant
Every time I look at this page I keep hoping it will look different. I used to be really in the know-how of this HTML stuff and now I don't know what the heck any of it means. I guess I need to pick it up, pick it up, pick it up!
I played 2 shows last week and 1 last night with Los Larks and they all felt so good. My first good experiences with a band. Not that I have many.. but I always had an idea of how it should feel like to be in one and play music you love with people you really dig. I do not regret my first experience though, you live and learn. I have learned that I do not need to take bullshit from people that constantly disrespect the people around you... the people that do so much for you and ask for nothing in return. What goes around comes around and you'll get what you deserve.
Life is great. I am back in the dessert and enjoying the shit out of it. There is more to California than Los Angeles, I am glad I got out. As awesome as it can be sometimes, I prefer to not breathe that air. I miss my Cranberry Orange Muffin Cookie but life works out. Vegas is the near future and it's also only 2 hours from here so we're straight golden. I left at the perfect time. I have a bunch of great friends back there but I feel like my connection to them is not as strong as it once was, life is leading me another direction. I am an hour away from the new friendships in my life and only one road away from my twin. Life is great.
The weather has been in the triple digits and my pores haven't had a break. I can't wait until the cold! The dessert gets crazy cold during the winter. I just looove cuddling up with a bunch of blankets at night. Nothing beats that.
This girl was feeling a little blue a couple days ago
And also, I do not like the new Google image search layout.
I played 2 shows last week and 1 last night with Los Larks and they all felt so good. My first good experiences with a band. Not that I have many.. but I always had an idea of how it should feel like to be in one and play music you love with people you really dig. I do not regret my first experience though, you live and learn. I have learned that I do not need to take bullshit from people that constantly disrespect the people around you... the people that do so much for you and ask for nothing in return. What goes around comes around and you'll get what you deserve.
Life is great. I am back in the dessert and enjoying the shit out of it. There is more to California than Los Angeles, I am glad I got out. As awesome as it can be sometimes, I prefer to not breathe that air. I miss my Cranberry Orange Muffin Cookie but life works out. Vegas is the near future and it's also only 2 hours from here so we're straight golden. I left at the perfect time. I have a bunch of great friends back there but I feel like my connection to them is not as strong as it once was, life is leading me another direction. I am an hour away from the new friendships in my life and only one road away from my twin. Life is great.
The weather has been in the triple digits and my pores haven't had a break. I can't wait until the cold! The dessert gets crazy cold during the winter. I just looove cuddling up with a bunch of blankets at night. Nothing beats that.
This girl was feeling a little blue a couple days ago
And also, I do not like the new Google image search layout.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Children are our future?
Well if so, then I fear for our future.
Much more often do I hear parents screaming at their kids in the store. Do they not realize that the reason their kid is acting the way they do is because of how they raised them? I heard a child ask their mother for some candy and she yelled at him. HE IS FUCKING 7 YEARS OLD, OF COURSE HE WANTS CANDY! Are you kidding me? Today's parents are not only humiliating their their kid, they're also making this child feel unloved. No wonder kids grow up and bomb schools or commit suicide.
Children are almost an exact copy of who you are. If you don't like how your child is acting then you better fix YOURSELF. How are kids to know what's right from wrong? These kids will grow up knowing only hated as love and spreading that to their kids. It's a horrible cycle that needs to end. If you do not want to give your child the time of day to hug him/her, help them with their homework, read with them, or laugh with them then give them to a family who DREAMS of doing that. A couple who can't have children of their own that will love this child unconditionally.
It is time that people SEE their kid and stop talking about them IN FRONT of them. They hear you. They know what you're talking about. STOP pretending they are not there. Talk to your kids with respect and raise them to be loving respectful people. Children are people too. We need to change the way they are treated. We need to give to their schools, hire more teachers, bring back music programs and other extra curricular activities. Embrace their talent and uniqueness. Show nothing but love to these kids because they deserve it.
Children ARE our future.
Much more often do I hear parents screaming at their kids in the store. Do they not realize that the reason their kid is acting the way they do is because of how they raised them? I heard a child ask their mother for some candy and she yelled at him. HE IS FUCKING 7 YEARS OLD, OF COURSE HE WANTS CANDY! Are you kidding me? Today's parents are not only humiliating their their kid, they're also making this child feel unloved. No wonder kids grow up and bomb schools or commit suicide.
Children are almost an exact copy of who you are. If you don't like how your child is acting then you better fix YOURSELF. How are kids to know what's right from wrong? These kids will grow up knowing only hated as love and spreading that to their kids. It's a horrible cycle that needs to end. If you do not want to give your child the time of day to hug him/her, help them with their homework, read with them, or laugh with them then give them to a family who DREAMS of doing that. A couple who can't have children of their own that will love this child unconditionally.
It is time that people SEE their kid and stop talking about them IN FRONT of them. They hear you. They know what you're talking about. STOP pretending they are not there. Talk to your kids with respect and raise them to be loving respectful people. Children are people too. We need to change the way they are treated. We need to give to their schools, hire more teachers, bring back music programs and other extra curricular activities. Embrace their talent and uniqueness. Show nothing but love to these kids because they deserve it.
Children ARE our future.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
El Taco Oso
I leave this place in my spaceship on Monday. Oh Monday Monday, can't trust that day.
I will hopefully get a new set of eyes that follwing Tuesday.
Life is wonderful and since I will have a long time of just Jazzness in this near future, until next summer, I will most definitely be uploading this guy way more. No more of this 1 post a month crap. This guy can also use a face lift, so we here at Jazzi Blog will be have a lot of stuff to work on and lots of visual goodies for you :)
Until then, toodles.
I will hopefully get a new set of eyes that follwing Tuesday.
Life is wonderful and since I will have a long time of just Jazzness in this near future, until next summer, I will most definitely be uploading this guy way more. No more of this 1 post a month crap. This guy can also use a face lift, so we here at Jazzi Blog will be have a lot of stuff to work on and lots of visual goodies for you :)
Until then, toodles.
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