chicken 2.0

i got bit by something last night, my finger is getting swollena nd it hurts a lot. what do i doo?
tonight katrina and i are going to see minus the bear, and hopefully have a delicious waffle!

i miss the person i was a couple months ago. so full of hope and life. ive been feeling so confused lately. before i was so sure of the future, and now everyone is bringing me down, but its not like theyre being negative to me in any way. i know its me and only me. i think its because i stopped painting. the canves gave me so much energy and happiness. and right now i have the opposite. i need a muse. but i havent met anyone to inspire me so much yet.

xoxo.

zapatos!

radioactive is not attractive.

todays blog will be about one of the things i love the most in this world.
PEOPLE WITH STYLE!
but before we begin, i would love to give Young L a HUGE shout out for that ice around his neck.

king boo!! that shit is LEGIT!

WE BEGIN!

Agyness Deyn.


Katy Perry.


M.I.A.



The Beastie Boys.


Audrey Kitching.


Run D.M.C.


Travis McCoy.



Kanye West.


The Cool Kids.



im totally speachless when it comes to these guys. their music alone had me hooked form the start, AND THEY HAVE BOMBASS STYLE!!?? my heart is laying on mikey and chuck's hands. they get the Ulitimate Jazz Gutier Holler Award!

mortuary beauticians.

moving out in t-minus 3 weeks!
im so stoked. im going to meet my (hopefully) future manager on saturday. i hope she falls in love with me and hires me on the spot. that would be ideal.
apparently getting torched with john hock is in my future. getting torched is always a good thing, no matter with who. he seems very nice, so i cannot wait!

so lets see what else.... im currently writing a movie with michelle. im very excited about this. the concept has been in my brain for a few years, and finally writing it down on paper and really really working on it feels amazing! i wont say anything else, but i have some people in mind to play certian parts. jeffree's scene is by far my favorite. michelle and i are having lunch together on saturday to get more details made.

it has been waayy too hott! this weather is effin crazy! no bueno! i find myself having trouble sleeping because its too hot! so this better get fixed. pronto!
thats all for now.
any tips on how to beat this heat?

did you loose faith?

you gave up as soon as you gave in. one day you'll realize that all that went wrong was right. its the scars that make up who we are.
streetlight is amazing.

this past weekend was the best.
friday katrina and i went to a bar b q at her parents house then we went to the firework show at the rose bowl. it was amazing.
saturday we slept in and went to the santa monica pier, more fireworks! the ocean scares me. after the beach we went to hollyweird so i could get one of those yummy waffles from that one yougurt place. it was delicious.
sunday we went to hollywood again to visit katie and alex. we played grand theft auto and had some yummy chips and dip. then went to pick martin up. i ended up staying the night with ash and she and i decided to driink. the more i drank, the more sober i got... yea, i was confused too.
sunday ash and i went to hang out with dana and i met ak-47 mary. that shit was yuummmyyy. after that katrina picked me up and we went to sonics and then i came home.
today steven is coming over and were going out to dinner, sonics i think. ahah, i cant get enough of it! and you can start noticing :( but whatever.

what is patriotic music?

wackness.

i cannot wait till this movie comes out.

im only a kid.

happy independance day! i hope you all eat shrooms and trip the fuck out tonight!
im going to the rose bowl with katrina tonight, so if youre there, come high five me or something.

last night i watched charlie bartlett for the first time. i feel in love! anton yelchin is such a great actor! i want to be like him.


katrina is still sleeping, but my day has already started. i hope you all have a great day. duce up!