Change Is Hard

Last night I fell asleep watching Flakes.
This morning woke up and watched The Savages (really good movie). Then I decided that I needed to leave my house at least once today, so I walked to the library. I'm currently reading The Old Man and The Sea by Mr.Hemingway, I love it. I have another one of his books thats just filled with short stories. When I get home I'm thinking about watching The Orphanage, I have never seen it before, I figure it should be really good since it's a Guillermo Del Toro (Pan's Labyrinth) film. I'm in the mood for a scary movie, so this should be good. It's getting dark outside, oooooh spooky.

I found this old picture of me from when I used to have Dragon Ball Z hair for no reason,

The past is weird

great american napkin

my new years eve was a really good one! a few friends came over, we made lots of food, watched some family guy, played some WII, very low key, but very very fun.


yesterday soapbox was surrounded with monsters!
soapbox in the day light was very different since we're all so used to the dark and cold. it was a lot of fun, all the comedians were super funny, poets were great, but i was especially fond of all the musical acts! everyone did so wonderful, it was definantly a great way to bring in the year.

last night i had a dream about bees, i wonder what that means... actually im going to go look that up right now.
adios amigos!

kids& news years

i, my friend, am in a funk.

tonight a few friends are coming over and we're bringing in the new year with the green gentleman and some guitar hero. sounds pretty perfect to me. im definantly not in the mood to party hard, maybe next year.
so im at the library and there are a bunch of kids everywhere, and they make me really happy. kids are so awesome, and they have no clue! i love them because they are so clueless most of the time, so everything is fascinating and terrifying. but sadly, for about half of them, they are at the peak of their imagination. i totally see why Micheal Jackson had that ranch, it seriously sounds like the fucking coolest best idea ever. i want one. imagine waking up to six flags in your back yard! how does that NOT sound incredible?

i remember this commercial from when i was little, of this girl sitting on her bed listening to n'sync, then the camera zooms out and its actually the band at the end of her bed singing for her. i wish i could wake up to Paul Simon singing me songs and making me waffles.



happy new year to everyone that takes some time out their day to read my blog.
its getting light outside, but jazzmin wants to dance.
adios!

seinnub

today is the day i finally realized that all my friends were right, you just arent good enough for me anymore. dont get me wrong, the times we had were amazing,
you were once so beautiful, but now... you hurt me more then you help, and i know you dont mean to, but i guess its just the turn life takes sometimes.
ill never forget you. ever.




goodbye

close to me

my brain just hasnt been functioning correctly. i think new years eve will be the last time i hang out with the green gentleman, at least until april 20th. i forgot how much i enjoyed remembering shit.
two nights ago dana took me to a musical road. you only hear the music when you drive over it. there are only 3 in the world apperantly. it was really freakin cool. i wish every street everywhere was like that. or at least every street in northridge.
christmas is tomorrow. december went by really fast, but i am excited for the new year!

ive been feeling crazy anxious lately. to the point where i cant hang out with too many people. im surprised i havent freaked out at work yet, but everytime a customer puts their hands in their pocket or purse to get something, i feel like they are going to pull out a gun and shoot me. when i walk to work i think im going to get stabbed. what the hell is that about? whatever it is, i hope it stops. soon.
im going to see if the fresh prince is on.
i dont ever know how to end these, so i will end it like this;

high as the saturn lights

im sitting here watching kungfu panda with my father and little brother. it is cold, the heater is on, and there is snow in the front yard. it finally feels like christmas. im on a 2 1/2 day vacation from everyone i know.




but i cant wait to get home to them.

welcome back

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