at last. or least.

You know that feeling you get when you lay in your own bed, in your house? The feeling of being secure, of feeling like the outside world doesnt have shit on you. Nothing can hurt you because you are in your safe place. The feeling of being comepletely loved and adored by everyone under this one roof. Or should i say under this one Roost?

miss lady

you got too comfortable too fast.

rabbit fur coat

Two nights ago Ash came over and we had a scary movie night, we watched The Poltergeist and Diary of the Dead.... (yea only two, we fell asleep) The next morning we woke up and watched Tyler Perry's The Family That Prays, and I have to tell you all that it was really good! I am a really big fan of Tyler Perry movies.

After the movie we got ready and I went to her house. CSV played a show at the Vets Hall, I feel like I'm getting old, I felt like the music was too loud, but I had a lot of fun. It was nice to be able to hang out with some old friends. I held the flash up for Elvis, he took a lot of pictures, I will post some up when I get them. After the show Katrina, Javier, Blaze and I went to Wendy's for some late night food, then Katrina dropped me off at Dana's. I love Dana so needless to say I had a good night. This morning Dana went to work while I slept in, I think I'm Getting sick. When she got home I did her hair, we watched an episode of CSI Miami then she drove me home. I made us some Mac n' Cheese and we watched some Curb Your Enthusiasm and she went home.
I have decided that I am going to not go through with my new years resolution. There is no point. I keep searching for answers, but the conclusions I conclude are not correct.



Oh! And I finally got a new phone, so text me your number if you have mine!

jack daniels

they know whats good

NATALIE PORTMAN & RASHIDA JONES Speak Out Again by Natalie Portman

ghost hunters

Don't you love when you hear songs that trigger emotions?

I think we could be great friends.

I met someone that is just as obsessed with Ghost Hunters as I am. I got pretty jazzed about it.
I'm at Katie's house for a couple days. Her balcony is huge, and everything we want is literally down stairs and a few steps away. I love it. We had pizza from down the street, huge New York style, yummy. I want to make a huge pizza blanket, complete with mushrooms, bell peppers, and extra cheese. We also had the most delicious pink margarita's. Tomorrow morning we are going out for breakfast and to run some errands, then perhaps soapbox later in the day.



I love home.


Good night

Bowie to Bowie

I have decided to make an auto-biography using pictures.
Here are a few.




My new year is 6 months and 10 days away.
How exciting.

could it be??

that all of my prayers have almost been answered???
a couple years ago i lost touch with my best friend, we grew up together and then out of my stupidity, i believe we lost touch, i wasnt a good friend and instead of being there for her i was angry at all the decisions she was making. i have been posting blogs and bulletins everywhere asking people if they knew where she was because i could not get a hold of her, well after 3 years of looking and wishing and dreaming of her, i have finally seen a picture of her. shes smiling, and it might sound cheesey but it is the greatest thing i have ever seen, now i await a phone call.
please oh please let het hear me out.
i love you carly jean.