st. valentine

It seems as though for Valentines Day Mal and God were each others valentines! God gave Mal the gift of bumping into Sean Lennon in SanFran. I wonder what Mal got him.... who knows, but she better put out at the end of the night!!!


happy valentines day planet earth.

red rain boots.

Erin and I went to the grocery store a little earlier to buy some veggies and wine. I'm on my second glass. Dessert wine is the best, I love how sweet it is, so delicious.

I have gotten pretty fed up with people. I feel like I'm too nice to ever be straight forward to someone, but It's gotten to the point where I can care less if I make someone cry. We are NOT in high school anymore. Why do people still spread rumors? Why do people still talk shit? I feel so bad for those people... oblivious to the things that really matter on this planet.... While Erin and I were on our way home, listening to Devendra Banhart, some drunk dude walking on the sidewalk decided to throw his empty beer can into a flowerbed! And I mean he THREW it hard. What a fucking asshole. People man....

Well thats my stupid ranting for the night.
Don't ever smoke weed that is laced with ANYTHING, especialy pcp. That shit wants to, and will, fuck you. hard.

xoxo

sheeesh

I laugh at stupid things, just 'cus they tickle me.

I bet Mariella has more things to say then I do....
Dana told me something a couple nights ago that has been stuck in my head... until this morning I know how I'm going to use those words. I love everyone I know, but I feel like I just can't let go of them, so I write people ever so often to see how they are doing, but really.... we're out of each others lives. I have to learn how to be happy with the memory of them, and just let go. I feel like I think about everyone I know every single day... I need to stop this maddddness. I guess it really clicked when I realized that Carly is in my past. I love her so much and I will always have a huge place for her in my heart. I call and call, and try to reach her, but she doesn't do the same back. I have to let go. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with.
I need a fag.

quickly rabbit

I have 5 minutes and 11 seconds to write this blog, lets begin.

Why is it that when you are comepletely genuine and giving to someone, they take advantage and mistreat you? Like you've given them the reason to? People need to grow up i guess, It's ok though, like it has been shown to them already, karma will bite you. hard.

On a lighter note, I got to hang out with my wonderful girls last night, Kat and Ritz. I had the most marvelous time, It's nice to know that there are really good people on your side, even though sometimes it feels like the whole world is agaisnt you.... or maybe just the San Fernando Valley.
xoxo

zeta

This morning I woke up and got ready. My sister came to pick me up, we went out to lunch then headed over to our parents house. Before getting home we stopped by to see our mom at her hair salon... hung out with our dad and Leo, then my brother and his girlfriend came over and we all went out to dinner, yummy Chinese food. I had sushi, yuuumm, I havent had a good sushi meal in about a year, geez I've been missing out! I love sushi!


After dinner we came home and watched The House Bunny.

I absolutely love Kat Dennings and Emma Stone, and the rest of the cast! My favorite Hollyweird girls.

I am about to do some laundry and take a shower before I jet to bed. It is so cold out here, I love it! Cold weather is so nice, I love to wrap myself up in millions of blankets and just chill.... or should i say warm up? O_o
xoxo

at last. or least.

You know that feeling you get when you lay in your own bed, in your house? The feeling of being secure, of feeling like the outside world doesnt have shit on you. Nothing can hurt you because you are in your safe place. The feeling of being comepletely loved and adored by everyone under this one roof. Or should i say under this one Roost?

miss lady

you got too comfortable too fast.