It's 3:07 am. I got out of work 3 hours ago and I'm still wearing my uniform and hat, but I'm feeling fantastic. I jumped back on the feeling-good wagon and I'm set to jet! (Well after I get some sleep) There is no point in being sad over something in your past because it stops you from living in today... and that's no bueno because today is the only day you have! So no more frowning because that shit is stupid and life is too sweet to not be happy :):)

I'm going to go to sleep to make Soapbox come faster, so I'll leave you with some pictures I took there last week






xoxo

Bullshit

I just came across this bullshit.

http://www.walesonline.co.uk/news/wales-news/2010/01/11/the-red-squirrel-could-once-again-be-a-common-sight-in-south-wales-91466-25568770/

Please read that. WHAT THE FUCK. In nature it's the survival of the fittest. Certain species die. That's just life! And to wipe another species out just because they were stronger than the last is just fucking wrong.

Absurdistan

So it's the new year and I completely forgot about my blog. Nice one.
My brain and life have been filled with a lot of things that I can't comprehend. Emotions for the most part fucking suck right now. I went for a walk to the market and bought a jug of wine, but that was about an hour ago and it's still in the bag on the table. I don't understand reality right now. I think I need a vacation from the valley or southern California in general. I had forgotten these feelings. Perhaps they're happening to remind me that I'm human... perhaps...
I don't think I've sighed so much in one day. I must have set the world record, I knew I should have kept count. We'll see how the rest of this week goes.

Just remember to always keep your guard up. Even when you feel like you're on cloud 9.

If it were up to me I would have loved to write an amazing first post. But life doesn't always work the way you want it to. Losiento.

Viva!

I have lost track of how many times Jason and I have said "Shit is happening". Shit really is happening.

Today Dan and I went to Cd Trader to scope out some music. They have the best deals. Cristy made some strawberry tamales yesterday and I have been day dreaming about them ever since. She's coming by later today to drop some off, and I can't wait :)
Dom is bringing me a new horn tonight and I'm pretty stoked on hearing that thing make some noise.

Feliz Cumpleanos Jesus Christo

I had a very lonely Christmas this year. It's ok though because this picture makes me pretty happy and now I'm going to watch Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs, and eat some yummy noodles.

This just in

If Santa were real this is what I would ask of him:

There are only 30,000 of these existing in the world! Get this, it's filled with remastered audio for The Beatles' 14 stereo titles, remastered visual elements, 13 mini-documentary films, replicated original UK album art, rare photos, etc. I WANT IIIT!

Falafels

It's weird how the universe works. I think my life really is written in the stars because TOO many Gemini-ness is happening all at the same time, all right now. AND there was some Gemini meteor shower on Sunday, that I witnessed without even being aware that it was supposed to happen. My soul feels so good it's even giving me better phone reception.

Cristy is heading over here as I type with some cake mix and green medicine, weeee. She's the bees knees, and I wish she was here already. I love having only the people I truly connect with in my life. Who says you need a million friends to be happy? The time when I had the most friends was also the shittiest time of my existence. I was completely unhappy, I hated myself, there was ALWAYS drama and bullshit. So I left and never looked back. Now I can count all my friends on my hands and toes. Izz alll gooood. I rather stay inside and watch a movie or cook then to go out and dance and drink. But hey, everyone is different.... I GUESS.
I always thought that if everyone thought like me this world would be a better place.... if that ever happened there would be drawings all over the streets and buildings, everyone would be smoking weed and not really doing anything else but living and getting hungry then driving to Taco Bell to get some food.... but there wouldn't be a Taco Bell because if I didn't have to pay rent I wouldn't be working. So I guess life really wouldn't work out if everyone thought like me... WAIT actually FUCK that, who the hell says we need to work? What is the ultimate goal in human life? TO FUCKING LIVE. Fuck jobs Fuck school Fuck The Man, it's all bullshit. Just put your fucking shoes on (or don't) and go for a walk outside. That's what life is about man. Just living. We live and we die, and money is not going to change that. So go outside, visit your mother and appreciate what she has given you FOR FREE.