i have not been keeping up with my blog, and thats no good.

i have a crush on someone.

:)

ckfuay!

who ever made these is a genious!






today, all i did was play video games, talk on the phone and watch movies.... laziest day ever!
i watched first sunday, over her dead body, and 10,000 bc. 10,000 bd was a GREAT movie, if you havent seen it already, you defenantly should!

next weekend is forth of july weekend! im going to be spending it with katrina! and we're also going to go watch pineapple express :D im so excited! ive been waiting for this movie to come out for the loooongest time!

mirco dermal implants.

ive been thinking about getting this done for quite sometime now...

(my third eye)

here is how it looks and how its done.

BASIC MICRODERMAL DESIGN — A SMALL BONE PLATE WITH HOLES FOR TISSUE INGROWTH, AND A THREADED POST FOR THE ATTACHMENT OF DECORATIVE ENDS.




what do you think?

loose insides.

today was the ventura date of the vans warped tour. i was pretty bummed out because i really wanted to see reel big fish again. it didnt help that everyone sent me a text about how their set was...

my sister, katrina and i went to LA today to shop! we went to jetrag because they have a wonderful dollar sale every sunday! i got some long skirts im turning into dresses, and a scarf with a really cool pattern for my hair. we saw ellen page when we were walking back to katrinas car. we WOULD, right? then we went to the wonderful allies to look at the knock-off purses, haha. im not a really big chanel fan, but i saw a bowling bag and i fell in love! i cant wait to move out there in a month.

i know for a fact that pro nails are going to be the next big rage! so let me post this picture again.


a day to remember on tuesday!

apifany.

you have to kiss ass and suck dick in order to go anywhere in life.

its alive!

jazz sent me a link to a nylon blog, the blog was about cool ass graffiti on Norfolk Street in new york! just check this amazing artwork out!



its remarkable. i wish i was this good!

some more beautiful art i came across, this is by an artist named Molly Butterfoss.



she loves the Notorious B.I.G., Anne Frank, smoking girls, and dinosaurs.
i love her!!

and one last thing for now, these incredible shoes!

i need them!

go ask alice.

so lately ive been really into accessories and cool toys and things to just have. i cant help but fall in love with all these amazing things!











they are soooo beautiful.

heart-shaped glasses.

i am now 20.
thats so weird.
im no longer a teenager.

i had a really bad night on the 15th.
we went out to red robins to watch the lakers game. lakers won! but i got the worst stomach pain ever, so i just went straight to bed.
on monday i woke up and my stomach was still upside down, but i was determained to make it feel better. it worked. michelle and i got ready... some stuff happened, but by the time katrina came everything was alright.
i celebrated my birthday at Chuck E. Cheese. i had never been there. it was a lot of fun being with the crew. it felt like high school. i loved it.
katrina is the most magnificent human.
everyone gave me their tickets and cody paid the difference to get a Thing back pack! i decided that its going to be my purse from now on.
good good.

in more news, im moving out in less then 2 months! im super excited about this! katrina found some nice apartments. 3 bed rooms for 1325! thats excellent. shes going to check them out, if its not a scetchy area, then were all going to go look at it. then the job hunting begins! i decided i want to work at the disney store!

katy perry's cd, one of the boys, came out today so you better go buy it! im still looking to become her bff, so if anyone knows her, tell her i want to hang out!

all in all it was a great birthday. minus the part that the one person i expected a birthday call from didnt call. oh well.

genious.

my birthday is monday and this is my wish list.

USB 1GB Strawberry! cutest memory stick ever!!



pop cam! (actually this is the one thing out of my list that i AM getting)


buddah buddah bank!


furry animal hat!



lots of this! (poloroid film)


im at 5/8ths right now, i want to go to 3/4ths then 1 inch!


risky business glasses, i love how 80's they are.


taco cosmetics bag! how cute is it!?


pocket guitar hero! how fucking awesome is thiiss?!


peacock feather earings!


roller skates!


heart shapped glasses! ive been wanting some for sooo long.

Pin-Up Soda Pop!

the necklaces are finally here!!


and they look so good! dani did such an amazing job, i love them so much!
so get buying! i can only imagine the feeling of walking about and seeing a complete stranger wearing one!

go to pinpupsodapop.com/jazzgutier to see them up close and to purchase as many as your little heart desires!

everything is illuminated.

my brain has been filled with so much lately.




for a really long time i felt like i was stuck. like my brain was empty. i couldnt think of one single monster to draw. then someone pissed me off and a grabbed my brushes... then i realized. THATS IT! i always thought that i needed to watch something to get motivation.. to get my brain thinking creatively. but i was wrong. how was i so blind to it? everytime i was angry instead of screaming or crying, i would just get brushes out and start painting. i have no clue why i was completely oblivious to the fact that im most creative when im angry. its crazy! and these past 3 days i have been on a roll. i dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing. but right now i feel like i could sit down and draw and draw and draw and never run out of different creatures.
i want to start drawing cities full of them. i want them to take over the world. i want everyone to have a piece of my brain. i want everyone to see what i see. its crazy how everything i see is completely beautiful, but everything i draw is the opposite. or maybe im wrong. maybe everything is ugly and im drawing the truth. maybe my art is beautiful. maybe maybe maybe.

i got in touch with Dani of Pin-up Soda Pop Jewelry a couple weeks ago and we talked about putting some of my monsters on bottlecap necklaces. she finished them yesterday and i cant wait to see the finished product! im so thrilled to have something like this happen! one step closer. one step closer. i will post pictures of the necklaces as soon as i get them!
im also in the prosses of getting shirts with the monsters printed on them! and im making a limited amount of coin bags with some monsters on them.
everything is wonderful!

ting tings.

i like things.

my favorite acress is thora birch in ghost world.


my favorite actor is mickey mouse.


my favorite movie is the wizard of oz!


my favorite super hero is captain america.