songs

i have made it a goal to see this beautiful soul before i die.


regina love.

moving out in t-minus 2 weeks, i couldnt be more thrilled about anything.

karma police

if he says you are ugly will you think you are ugly or if he tells you you are beautiful will you think you are beautiful.

he's got character.

i rented a bunch of movies a few days ago and i have yet to watch them. i had a nightmare last night that some scientists made dinosaurs come back to life, it felt so real that i kind of dont want to go anywhere tonight.

my people acid pretzels.

pure genious.

marji.

have you ever felt your knees melt into the ground? youre ok one minute but the next minute its like smoke covering an entire field of flowers and grass. guess what the field really is? its not the sound of music.
everytime i talked i was amazed because i wasnt aware that you can talk and not sound like youre totally trippin balls when in fact youre not even human anymore. your eyes are too big for your head. the door handles are too big to turn. you have no more skin. the trees look like the most beautiful crumbled cardboard paper moving really fast so it looks like the wind is blowing. jacob smashed all the bugs trying to just live their life. there should be a rule that says noone is allowed to step on grass ever. walt disney is a genious. he is frozen right now, but when they unfreeze him, that will be the day everything is glorious in the universe.

eagle vs. shark

i just woke up, im watching eagle vs shark on mute and listening to MGMT. im in the mood of playing mortal combat, but we dont have it. i also really want a mango.
yesterday i hung out with kelli. we had lunch at some place that i forgot the name of. then we went to a tall cliff that over looks the city, and then to ET park (where they filmed the movie) and swung on the swings. i had a really great time.
tonight is tj's party and i have to do laundry.

im going to dana's this weekend and im so thrilled, its going to be fun.
warped tour is sunday and i couldnt be any happier to see reel big fish again :D im pretty stoked on seeing angels and airwaves too.

im going to host an animal party instead of a house warming party in a few weeks. everyone has to dress as their favorite animal or no entry. im really excited about our new place, i want to paint my room either red or a bluish grey color.

Shes a dancer who doesn't dance..

and he is an artist who doesn't paint.

i want to name my first born Igby.
this whole week feels like its been christmas everyday.
i stayed with dana from wednesday until yesterday morning. katrina and i watched the happening and i heart huckabees then we got ready to go out. i went over to tjs house and hung out with some pretty awesome people. i love that house, it was built in the 70's and the vibe is so great.
i have a million things on my mind and im very happy with my life.
tonight katrina and i are going out, just us. it will be nice, i feel like i havent seen her in forever. we're going to start looking at houses soon, im very excited about that!

right now im listening to kaiser chiefs and relaxing.
dana told me you can get worms in your stomach if you bite your nails, so ive been living in fear ever since :O

be weiiiiird.

once upon a time, maybe twice....

if there was a book about myself, this would be the cover of it.

thank you martin, i love it.

baby blogging.

I signed on my blog and there were pictures of babies everywhere. ha ha, oh the perks of being me....
i have been having the best week ever! i stayed the night with T.J on Monday. it was so much fun, it was almost TOO much fun. I got hang out with some chill ass people. I'm looking forward to doing that more in the future. I went home on Tuesday and slept like a baby. We were going to watch Pineapple Express on Tuesday night but the last showing was sold out D: Wednesday was the biggest mission ever once Dana got there, but everything got settled and we went to Katie's and hung out until Alex got home. Once he got home we headed straight for the theater. Pineapple Express was the best. i don't really remember it, i just remember i loved it! thats all that really counts. After the movie i came home with Dana, (which is where i am now). Thursday I got to hang out with Marissa which was completely wonderful. If anything is wrong, Mariz knows how to put me in check. Everyone needs a friend like that. We drew a wonderful picture, I don't know what to name him yet.

Dana and i have decided that we are going to make a city and call it Pizza Party! population: US. It's going to be mad wicked. the ultimate place to be. We are going to have two huge tents in our backyards and under them will be our best friend Mary. I'm aiming to have a wonderful greenhouse filled with sun flowers, bean bags, LayZboy's, a huge television and juice machines. In our back yard there will be a landing spot for our helicopter (can you say Taco Bell delivery?!) munchies! People can come and paint with me and every night will be a gigantic pizza party. doesn't it sound like the most fun? thats because its going to be! but this wont be until we come back from India of course. so we still have a few years to get everything in order.

Life is so nice right now, I hardly see anyone but I'm finally truly happy.
That was defiantly the negativity I used to have in my life. I hung out with too many people everyday. I never had time for myself and I broke down into a million pieces.

Always save time for yourself. Even if its an hour a day.
It will help you keep your sanity.

Today is Friday. I'm waiting for Dana to come home so we can get this night started.

Read books children!
Dream big, galaxy big.

bow to the pineapple.

ear buzz.

i started my new job today, it was good minus my finger started bleeding part.
one great thing about moving back to the san fernando valley?? i get to hang out with my best friendizzle tj! tomorrow we are working the same shift! down side? 10 hour shift! so yea.... that is maybe going to be hell. but its a monday, so there shouldnt be TOO many people.

i had a life changing thought................. what if we are all creatures from another life... a different form, and human life is just something we have to go through in order to grow up?? life is just a series of events that we must go through because its a phase in our life..... but well get over it.......
ive been flying among the stars lately. im going to space with tj tomorrow. if they allow cameras, mark my words i will have proof.

katrinas friend said that once you start answering your own questions, thats when youre crazy..... but i already answer my own questions. i come up with theories for everything. i tripped fucking balls just thinking about that statement.

i cannot go to sleep. everything is tired in my body minus my eyes.

dont take medication for anything, unless its medical marijuana, you dont need it. throw it away. flip off who ever prescribes you medicine. tell them to fuck off. your mind is the only medicine you need. you tell yourself that you will be healed. and you will be healed.

think think think.
question every single form of existance.
answer your questions.

you will be bigger than this.
way bigger.