quickly rabbit

I have 5 minutes and 11 seconds to write this blog, lets begin.

Why is it that when you are comepletely genuine and giving to someone, they take advantage and mistreat you? Like you've given them the reason to? People need to grow up i guess, It's ok though, like it has been shown to them already, karma will bite you. hard.

On a lighter note, I got to hang out with my wonderful girls last night, Kat and Ritz. I had the most marvelous time, It's nice to know that there are really good people on your side, even though sometimes it feels like the whole world is agaisnt you.... or maybe just the San Fernando Valley.
xoxo

zeta

This morning I woke up and got ready. My sister came to pick me up, we went out to lunch then headed over to our parents house. Before getting home we stopped by to see our mom at her hair salon... hung out with our dad and Leo, then my brother and his girlfriend came over and we all went out to dinner, yummy Chinese food. I had sushi, yuuumm, I havent had a good sushi meal in about a year, geez I've been missing out! I love sushi!


After dinner we came home and watched The House Bunny.

I absolutely love Kat Dennings and Emma Stone, and the rest of the cast! My favorite Hollyweird girls.

I am about to do some laundry and take a shower before I jet to bed. It is so cold out here, I love it! Cold weather is so nice, I love to wrap myself up in millions of blankets and just chill.... or should i say warm up? O_o
xoxo

at last. or least.

You know that feeling you get when you lay in your own bed, in your house? The feeling of being secure, of feeling like the outside world doesnt have shit on you. Nothing can hurt you because you are in your safe place. The feeling of being comepletely loved and adored by everyone under this one roof. Or should i say under this one Roost?

miss lady

you got too comfortable too fast.

rabbit fur coat

Two nights ago Ash came over and we had a scary movie night, we watched The Poltergeist and Diary of the Dead.... (yea only two, we fell asleep) The next morning we woke up and watched Tyler Perry's The Family That Prays, and I have to tell you all that it was really good! I am a really big fan of Tyler Perry movies.

After the movie we got ready and I went to her house. CSV played a show at the Vets Hall, I feel like I'm getting old, I felt like the music was too loud, but I had a lot of fun. It was nice to be able to hang out with some old friends. I held the flash up for Elvis, he took a lot of pictures, I will post some up when I get them. After the show Katrina, Javier, Blaze and I went to Wendy's for some late night food, then Katrina dropped me off at Dana's. I love Dana so needless to say I had a good night. This morning Dana went to work while I slept in, I think I'm Getting sick. When she got home I did her hair, we watched an episode of CSI Miami then she drove me home. I made us some Mac n' Cheese and we watched some Curb Your Enthusiasm and she went home.
I have decided that I am going to not go through with my new years resolution. There is no point. I keep searching for answers, but the conclusions I conclude are not correct.



Oh! And I finally got a new phone, so text me your number if you have mine!

jack daniels

they know whats good

NATALIE PORTMAN & RASHIDA JONES Speak Out Again by Natalie Portman

ghost hunters

Don't you love when you hear songs that trigger emotions?

I think we could be great friends.

I met someone that is just as obsessed with Ghost Hunters as I am. I got pretty jazzed about it.
I'm at Katie's house for a couple days. Her balcony is huge, and everything we want is literally down stairs and a few steps away. I love it. We had pizza from down the street, huge New York style, yummy. I want to make a huge pizza blanket, complete with mushrooms, bell peppers, and extra cheese. We also had the most delicious pink margarita's. Tomorrow morning we are going out for breakfast and to run some errands, then perhaps soapbox later in the day.



I love home.


Good night

Bowie to Bowie

I have decided to make an auto-biography using pictures.
Here are a few.




My new year is 6 months and 10 days away.
How exciting.

could it be??

that all of my prayers have almost been answered???
a couple years ago i lost touch with my best friend, we grew up together and then out of my stupidity, i believe we lost touch, i wasnt a good friend and instead of being there for her i was angry at all the decisions she was making. i have been posting blogs and bulletins everywhere asking people if they knew where she was because i could not get a hold of her, well after 3 years of looking and wishing and dreaming of her, i have finally seen a picture of her. shes smiling, and it might sound cheesey but it is the greatest thing i have ever seen, now i await a phone call.
please oh please let het hear me out.
i love you carly jean.

Change Is Hard

Last night I fell asleep watching Flakes.
This morning woke up and watched The Savages (really good movie). Then I decided that I needed to leave my house at least once today, so I walked to the library. I'm currently reading The Old Man and The Sea by Mr.Hemingway, I love it. I have another one of his books thats just filled with short stories. When I get home I'm thinking about watching The Orphanage, I have never seen it before, I figure it should be really good since it's a Guillermo Del Toro (Pan's Labyrinth) film. I'm in the mood for a scary movie, so this should be good. It's getting dark outside, oooooh spooky.

I found this old picture of me from when I used to have Dragon Ball Z hair for no reason,

The past is weird

great american napkin

my new years eve was a really good one! a few friends came over, we made lots of food, watched some family guy, played some WII, very low key, but very very fun.


yesterday soapbox was surrounded with monsters!
soapbox in the day light was very different since we're all so used to the dark and cold. it was a lot of fun, all the comedians were super funny, poets were great, but i was especially fond of all the musical acts! everyone did so wonderful, it was definantly a great way to bring in the year.

last night i had a dream about bees, i wonder what that means... actually im going to go look that up right now.
adios amigos!