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I've finally priced my paintings, if anyone is interested in adopting a monster email me and we will talk, eviiljazz@yahoo.com
I also wrote a song about snakes a couple days ago, lets see if I can make some good sounding music to go with it so I can post some wonderful tunes for your marvelous ears to hear.

I just finished watching Spun, seriously why is Jason Shwartzman so good looking? And Patrick Fugit even though he looks crazy and it kinda freaked me out a little...


I want to fall asleep now but I don't know what to watch. I need to sleep with noise. I also need to stop starting every sentence with "I"...uggghh

FOUND IT

pretty lame

I'm at the library and these are the things that are going wrong

1. I forgot my headphones. Fuck my life, now I have to listen to all these little kids and their parents talking and screaming.

2. They have charged me for a book that I have returned so now I can't get the last 3 disks of Gossip Girl.

3. SINCE WHEN IS A SMALL BOOK OF THE MOST 50 PAGES WORTH $40??

Fuck you very much Los Angeles Public Library bullshit.

everything, all the time

I'm at the library.
Earlier I was listening to Albert Hammond Jr. and a little girl in a purple track suit stood in front of me and started head banging, it went with the music, it was incredible.
I bought some delicious smelling incense earlier today when I went to get some groceries. That damn devil cat peed somewhere and my whole apartment smells like cat piss. SO horrid. The candles and incense are helping a little, but for the most part I just left to get away from that evil odor. Next time she does that, I'm going to pee all over her scratching post, I bet she won't like it..... or actually she just might, I mean, she eats her own puke.

moderation

It is raining outside, I love the rain, so (like you probably guessed) I love today.
Mal also comes home today, and I cannot wait to see her pretty face and hear all the wonderful San Francisco stories!


Yesterday Crystal, Erin and I went to a cute little diner up the street called Beeps. It's 50's themed and they play the best music. I had the most delicious grilled cheese sandwich. After the diner we came home and watched Me, You, and Everyone WE Know. Such a great movie, I want to never stop watching it. After that everyone hung out around the fire place, Jason rolled a nice little joint then Roger, Monty and I went to the store to get some Munchie food. When we came back home, Roger, Erin, Steph and I sat down and watched Choke, and let me tell you, it was awesome! I read the book a couple years ago and loved it, and I really think the movie did great justice to it.
After the movie Stephanie finger curled my hair and put it up in bobby pins, this morning I took them all out and my hair is crazy curly, I love it. Although my hair is already naturally curly I think I'm going to curl it like this a lot more now.







Everyone is still asleep, WAAAKKKKEEEE UUUPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxo

st. valentine

It seems as though for Valentines Day Mal and God were each others valentines! God gave Mal the gift of bumping into Sean Lennon in SanFran. I wonder what Mal got him.... who knows, but she better put out at the end of the night!!!


happy valentines day planet earth.

red rain boots.

Erin and I went to the grocery store a little earlier to buy some veggies and wine. I'm on my second glass. Dessert wine is the best, I love how sweet it is, so delicious.

I have gotten pretty fed up with people. I feel like I'm too nice to ever be straight forward to someone, but It's gotten to the point where I can care less if I make someone cry. We are NOT in high school anymore. Why do people still spread rumors? Why do people still talk shit? I feel so bad for those people... oblivious to the things that really matter on this planet.... While Erin and I were on our way home, listening to Devendra Banhart, some drunk dude walking on the sidewalk decided to throw his empty beer can into a flowerbed! And I mean he THREW it hard. What a fucking asshole. People man....

Well thats my stupid ranting for the night.
Don't ever smoke weed that is laced with ANYTHING, especialy pcp. That shit wants to, and will, fuck you. hard.

xoxo

sheeesh

I laugh at stupid things, just 'cus they tickle me.

I bet Mariella has more things to say then I do....
Dana told me something a couple nights ago that has been stuck in my head... until this morning I know how I'm going to use those words. I love everyone I know, but I feel like I just can't let go of them, so I write people ever so often to see how they are doing, but really.... we're out of each others lives. I have to learn how to be happy with the memory of them, and just let go. I feel like I think about everyone I know every single day... I need to stop this maddddness. I guess it really clicked when I realized that Carly is in my past. I love her so much and I will always have a huge place for her in my heart. I call and call, and try to reach her, but she doesn't do the same back. I have to let go. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with.
I need a fag.